Cool is Phantom Planet. Currently addicted to "Don't get down".

Steph is supposed to visit and stay over later today. Good times. Somehow, my spring break doesn't quite feel over. However... grades are in and I guess I'm somewhat satisfied. They're decent but still not good enough.

Chemistry 2B - B
Calculus 16B - B+
English 03 - B+
Ethnicity & American Communities - A

Winter GPA: 3.38, Cummulative: 3.44

Damn, I totally fucked up in math. I mean, I spent the whole quarter without doing any math homework, waking up in the middle of its midterm, and being fucked up the day before the final. Now I definately better ace math next quarter. Its not assuring knowing that I could have done better.

Back in cow town.

Seems like I'm the only one in the building, but there's probably 10 others who came before me. Its so quiet... so very quiet... (Bjork song plays in background).

Spring break was relaxing, sometimes packed with too many events, but a nice change from school nonetheless. Even though I expected to only see a small number of ppl, I'm glad that I ended up chillin with a lot of different high school pals, the ones that I enjoy of course.

J'adore les tall buildings and bustle of the city, but the view from surburban hills are so pretty too.

Despite the food at Hobees last night, the comedy show ppl made up for the night's unexpected ... events. Loved the skit about a Jewish superhero duo saving Jesus from persecution and a Magneto-like Caesar. Of course, my fave skit was with the schoolyard crack bubble dealer and his bubble addict customers. All in all, the improv ComedySportz left me smiling, while somebody's driving left me grateful to be alive (seriously).

Hmm... I've seen LILY, Holly, and Sameeran quite a lot lately and hopefully I'll see others just as much or more. Note to self: christine owes LILY rocky road ice cream.

I don't like always having to explain my actions and words. Yet, when I'm in M-town, I feel obligated to do so with certain people that I wish I didn't have to. I've only been here 4 days and I already wanna head back to Davis where I can live my life without being scorned and not be politically correct and have those who I'm around "get it" and "get me". This isn't directed towards anybody in particular, since there's been way too many of these instances this week.

I'm not gonna try to explain this topic any further, except that I wish I can take the relatively few individuals that I love and adore (you guys know who you are) and move to the city where we can absorb ourselves in bold cultures and un-routine ups and downs of the day and be unknown faces in the crowd. And wander the dingy city streets knowing that I'm anonymously contributing to charity and society with only my memory recording my good samaritan actions. Yea... an unknown good-doer would be awesome. Of course, that means I won't record any of these events online, for that would defeat the purpose.

By the way, Happy Day of Birth The LILY, you are awesome, or close to it.

there's ol' skool friends and then there's nu skool ones. When nu skool songs get played out, what do you do? That's right; you put on the headphones and jam to that al green, luther, and deniese williams until you're absorbed in a timewarp that spins with good times and nostagia. Quite frankly, oldies can't get played out, because they're forever classic and therefore forever loved. I just hope not to get too caught up in this timewarp, so we can start some new memories and not just relive old ones.

Back in M-town. 'Nuff said.

Today is Sunday. I spent my entire weekend in the library. Today I will continue studying. Must know everything... must know every word, every calculation in Chemistry book. I have a tendency to throw myself into one thing, then leave it all behind to start something else.

Only one more day, then last final, then I'm home freeeeee...

3 finals down, 1 more to go.

Spring quarter isn't even here yet, but today, I feel like I'm on a fresh start. Yea, it's all gonna be about self-descipline now. And I mean REAL descipline, not that no-dessert-for-40-days shit. Studied Chem for 4 hours last night, and planning on averaging 6 hours every night until the Monday final.

Despite the beautiful weather, I gotta change my ways and set some regulations for next quarter:
-Go to EVERY single class, whether its 8:00AM or 6:00PM.
-Walk to at least every other class.
-WORK OUT, hit the Rec Hall AT LEAST twice a week
-Hit the library every Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday to keep up with Chem readings
-Do Chem and Calculus homework... AND be at least a week ahead
-More hanging out, less partying
-Moderate drinking habit

Okay, so these goals are a complete 180 from current conditions, but I can do it. Actually, I HAVE to do it... for my own good...

no more. NO MORE!!!

Omigod I spent this entire day recovering from my first and worst hangover EVER. I guess that's what I get for going out at midnight, a Tuesday fucking night, when I should be studying for my calculus final cuz its tomorrow morning. Just because we were bored we drank and drank so much vodkah until we felt like Gumby and were blue in the face. Sure we were laughing hysterically for hours and possibly fooling around (?), but it was fine when I was drunk, but now I feel like major shit. I yakked at least 4 times today.

All morning/afternooon I was laying on the floor of the living room with sunglasses and a skirt on cuz I couldn't physically get UP. After I took a cold shower, I couldn't get myself in pants, so I opted for a skirt. And the light, noise, and talking hurts my head. ARGGG! What a big migraine I have! I think I may have had alcohol poisoning, cuz I don't remember a lot and I had 3 times my limit. OKAY. I've learned my lesson. NO MORE ALCOHOL, at least in a very very long time.

I want to go home. I want to go back to Milpitas where its not so easy to be distracted and there's hardly any access to drinks. I want to see my friends and just have some 'ol fashioned fun. No more of this shit.

Just got back from my weekly Taco Bell meal with my lab group. I'm like 99% sure we're gonna see each other again, since we got the same Chem class next quarter. Man, I flaked out on so many parties with them, I'll try to make it up next quarter. I just hope that my new lab partner next quarter would be fun, or at least be really quick in lab.

Ack, didn't do so well on Calculus midterm, like a B- or C+. Damn, I can't study in this good weather. I'm so distracted. Maby it'll rain by the end of this week and I can finally concentrate on my studies again.

This weekend was a GREAT weekend. I've never met and hung out with so many new people ever in my life, until Friday and Saturday night. For once this whole year, me and Rye girls spent an entire weekend totally sober and it was sooo refreshing. Friday was just goofing around, chilling, and running down different dorms and hallways yelling or gossiping, while the boys played dress-up in Wendy's clothes.

And I'm coming across the certain new kids a lot, so its not a meet and forget situation. Especially at the dance that ended early this morning. Yes, college has a semi-formal dance. Its not high school, but hey it was totally awesome. Like every other guy was wearing suspenders, which meant we got to snap them whenever they did something stupid. I didn't even dance with my date, but I liked how it was easy to dance and goof with strangers, well, more like friends of friends.

Of course, spent most of the time dancing with B, who kept shouting "I'm Rick James, BITCH!" at every moving object. Good thing he had suspenders and was half drunk, making him an easy target to pick on. Even though this quarter's coming to an end, I loved every bit of it and hope Spring only gets better.

Spent the day going to class, running errands, and enjoying the sun with my digital camera. Today's outings are posted under the "pictures" link. Just wanted to let all you kids check the campus out. This is Neil, by the way.



Anyways, tried to hold a meeting with my English group for a presentation, but in some random series of events, I ended up meeting some killah neighbor girls who live right across from my computer window. Had a grande time in some strangers' rooms, who happen to be friends of a friend of mine, and my group member's roomate's friend. Oh these mutual friend connections are so confusing. On top if it, I found my group member in the same building and got some work done. Good times.

omigod. I see sunshine... so much sunshine!

I forgot to go Chem lecture and give my lab partner the lab data, so instead, I spent the day skipping all but one of my classes. All this sunshine is so... joyous! Some Rye kids came over and we played banana football and a long, dangerous game of tennis ball dodgeball for hours. The sun was great and everybody is in such a good mood.

I think being deprived of sunshine and good weather just makes us Davis kids so grateful to be outside, on the lawn, basking in the sun. Practically every patch of grass has kids sunbathing, playing, or blazing out from morning 'til night. Can't wait to go swimming and get a nice tan.

Spring Registration complete:

Chemistry 2C - 8-8:50AM MWF
Math 16C - 3:10-4PM MWF
Psychology 01 - 6:10-8PM MW
Food Science & Technology - 9-9:50AM TTh
Chemistry Lab - 6:10-10PM T

Hmm... that's less units than this quarter. Gonna try to take it easy next quarter.

i think i update too much.

but basically my life is very routine:

class/school/watching reality TV/tease tubby - Mon-Fri
UCD B-ball game, free stuff/nothingness- Fri evening
Meet with friends, go to/make party, drink - Fri night
intoxicated, giddy and tired - Sat morning
Wake up feeling like shit - Sat afternoon
Study/hw or drink/socialize if Fri was nothing- Sat night
Study/hw - Sun morning-Mon morning

Oh my, I can't believe my schedule is like this almost every week. If I don't update in awhile, you can assume I'm doing one of the above, depending on the day. I'm getting so predictable.

I am utterly confused. But like in most perplexing situations, I will probably act like everything means nothing and I don't give a damn, when I actually might, and try not answer any questions that need to be answered.

Its not running away... its just walking away...