HOME HOME HOME at last!!!

I called Amy a few times today and she didn't pick up, then Sameeran said that sometimes if she doesn't pick up he thinks she's dying in a car accident. I wonder if anybody (besides my mom) ever worries about me like that.

Besides my close girl friends at home and at school, not many ppl express their concerns if I'm ever walking alone late at night, or if I show up to a party by myself, without a crew to check up on me later in the night. Guys don't get protective of me. Neither do they walk me anywhere or hold my things. Maby thats a good thing, like they think I'm too independent for that sort of chivalry. Or maby they just don't care.

In any case, I'm a little fed up with this relationship and have been for the past month, starting with V-day. Am I just not worth any effort? any wooing? any concern? Why is it that all the other girls and all the other formers are worth it and I'm just not?