Suddenly, my ex has been AIM-ing me every other night and yelling across the window at me to hang out. Now he wants to drink with me tonite. Too bad he didn't put in all this effort a year ago because I can care less.

I'm with a good man now and I'm too happy with this catch to be giving a damn about an guy who never gave a damn before.

Today I interned for an Optometrist for the first time.

I wish Dr. Suzuki was my optometrist, too bad I don't need one. She calls everyone "Gurrrrl" in that ghetto way and occasionally says "What a bitch!" during conversations with patients.

Other than that, shadowing is perhaps the most mind numbing activity ever. Between spouts of seeing something really cool in ppl's eyes, I have to stand around for long periods of time pretending to look busy. I'm not trained to handle insurance procedures, handle equiptment, or read patient charts, hence I'm not allowed to do anything until someone with spare time can train me. Oh yes, I met the CEO of the California Optometric Association - she was getting her eyes checked. Honestly, I think most of these women become optometrists purely so they can chat for an hour with their friends, which is something I look forward to doing.

New Phone, same number:


It slides, works, and takes really clear pics. That's all that I need in a cell.

Stupid skinny shaved legs of mine! I spent 1 and 1/2 hours being repetitively shocked by 100 V as the guinea pig for my Neurobiology Lab group. With my right leg twitching non-stop and a strange feeling of constant Pop Rocks zipping down my leg to my heel, I kept thinking... "Shouldn't there be some waiver we had to sign?" It just doesn't seem right to be have the skinniest member of every group get shock uncontrollably for such a long period of time. Now my calf muscle is still stiff and contracted. Its the same class that we skinned and shocked live frogs until they were overcome by tetanus. Then we paralyzed them with toxins and cut their hearts out so we can bag and toss them away. My NPB class probably disobeys almost all animal ethics ideals. Anyways, that's my Major field of study.

Seems like I'm always behind on my workload. All these things keep getting piled up and now I have a new optometry internship twice a week. When does it all end?!! As soon as I send out all my grad school applications this fall/winter, I swear I'm going to drop EVERYTHING and just get drunk everyday while watching cable tv.

Great. So she's been telling strangers and random acquaintances that he's the "Midnight Mirader". Its nice to know that these random ppl will walk up to me about her lovely opinions. When I go to parties or have lunch with some friends and acquaintances and they ask why she isn't up that weekend or what she's up to, I think I'll tell them that she's busy with the Deadbeat Doormat she's in love with. Unfortunately everybody knows he's too doped out to give a damn about her or his own life anymore. I wonder if she actually knows what ppl say behind HER back about him. Oh ho ho.

I don't spread the bad word about him, but if she's been doing that about MY man, then by god, I might as well do the same for her.

I spend quality time with my man and go out, play video games, cook, watch movies, go to clubs, snowboard, shop, rock climb, talk over coffee and then some. At least MY man will choose me over blunts and a boring mine-numbing life. End.

There are more productive ways to spend your life than searching for new Widgets. And yet I've managed to waste away precious time finding Yahoo! Widgets that can help me calculate, recognize Japanese warning sounds, and quit smoking. In fact, I don't even smoke (at least not the nicotine type).

New performances at UC Davis Freeborn Hall!
Common: April 30th
... and Beck: May 24th
If I don't have any major projects due the next day, and the price is right, then I'll definitely try to see Common. Beck would be a big iffy...

Its just one of those days where I want to hide in my bed all day.

School cafeteria toaster torching my croissant in FLAMES, causing mass havoc
Court systems giving me the wrong address of the wrong Court house, stealing my BAIL
Exploding vacuums full of dirty water at work
Bumped down the waitlist by some graduating seniors who never saw their counselors
Dooped by fraudulent Mankind jean sellers, selling damaged unauthentic SHIT
Camera that miraculously DIED when attempting to take pics of the fraud

Its just one of those days where I want to get sweet revenge on all these fuckers, thieves, toasters, and whatnots.

This picture sticks in my head. Sticks and stones and a crab puts me in a good mood. I'm constantly craving Japanese food, preferably a spyder roll, taylor roll, and fried bananas with deep fried soft shell crabs. Strangely, I never liked sushi.