First post of the year 2005.

2004 was quite an eventful year filled with firsts, lasts and a whole lot of randomness. Lots of lessons learned from those experiences, usually the shitty experiences. Lots of pushing myself to the edge physically (especially the first half of 2004, 4-5 nites at the gym a week?!), mentally (yes, I still believe in getting A's in college), socially (many parties, many faces, mucho drama), and emotionally (I don't even want to get started with this issue). I questioned myself and those who surrounded me, more than ever this year. That's actually a good thing, though.

My only realistic goal this year is to bring my GPA up from its gradual downfall. Other than that, I don't have many expectations for this new year, simply curious of the forthcoming events. How will I fare with a guy in my life? How will extended family members and I handle this year's first wedding together in over a decade? Are we really as dysfuctional as I think we are?

"Only time will tell..."