Whatever happened to all the partying, or hanging out til the early morn? I have a sudden urge to go out. It'd be good for my health. I want to see new faces, even if I'll never see them again. I want to meet a guy, not The Guy or The One (whatever the hell that means). I just wanna meet someone who would keep my mind off of the one that I can't stop thinking about, even if its only a short-lived distraction. Then maby this process can quicken and life can move on sooner.

I don't want to be in a runt.

It doesn't help that he's always 20 feet away and IMs me every night. Get over it. Get over it and go out. Stop spoiling myself with frivolous material items and long naps. This inaction is leading nowhere.