I've been thinking a lot lately. Thinking about how much I don't know, how much I need to know, how much I want to know, and how much I don't want to know. It's strange. All my life I had this idea of how my life would be when I grow up and how the close people in my life would be as I grow with them. Now its all uncertain, but after a few days, I've gotten to a point where I'm okay with this uncertainty.

In the meantime, I'd like to turn this sense of limbo into something positive. So I've made a list of things I'd like to do, with no particular deadline and no particular order:

learn to swim really good, learn how to surf in Hawaii, learn to make sushi with my mom, skydive, invest/open in an awesome restaurant, design something that is sold in a store, write a book about something, kayak across the Bay, travel outside of the U.S. and Asia, learn how to shoot a gun, learn how to karate chop, bake a wedding-size cake, learn how to drive stick proficiently, reach a point in my life where I can stop making lists.